hihi

2009-08-09T18:34:00.005+08:00

hihi, i have not post for a long long time.
cause a lot of things happening this few months,
but now misunderstandings gone:))))
i am a happy girl now. :D
few things to post abt. haha.
decided to make it private so yeah only ppl whom i wan to invite
gets to see it. :))
ohkay, i am officially ohkay with lynnette,
yay us!!! haha, cause of some (ahem) stuffs.
we clear our misunderstandings, so we are friends.(((:
ohkay nxt topic.
haha, i know some major stuffs.
it's very funny but yeah i am not saying it out...
lets move on,
just to clear some misunderstandings,
i know you are sorry, but yeah. i dont care now
since i am not in trouble. :)
oh ms ramlah talk to me about meet-the-parents session...
she say my parents better come, a lot of teachers have a lot
of things to say abt me. DDDDD:
i am depressed now. seriously depressed.
i dont like mrs(ahem), she punished me for talking during ndp celebration.
pls la, it was gillian's fault, i just ask her to stop talking than i am punished. argh!!!!
ms ramlah say its cause of the rumors pass among the teachers, i ask her what isit.
she dont want to tell me. fine be that way. but i dont want to be in trouble like
now, its like not worth it.
from now on, i will be a nice girl and listen to mrs lo lesson,
even though i dont really like her lesson.
ohkay, i will be nice by starting to study now,
but seriously, i dont knw how to do the maths equations and graphs.
so yeah i need help.
i am starting to like science lessons!!!!!!
haha, maybe its cause of the topic.
but i think its normal. since we will learn it sooner or later.
might as well learn it now. haha.
got to learn my maths.
bye:)

QUIZ TIME!!! :D

2009-06-19T20:37:00.002+08:00

quiz time.

14 people

1. jiayee
2. yanping
3. vivian
4. bethany
5. tanen
6. kimberley
7. priscilia
8. jaime
9. cassandra
10. isabellatong
11. natasha
12. natalie
13. shermaine
14. zichong

-How did you get to meet 07 ? (PRISCILIA)
In stmargaret'ssecondaryschool year 2008 (:

- What if you and 13 never get to meet ? (SHERMAINE)
Haha! I would have one less person to make me laugh my ass out. & I wont be able to realise that i have too much eyebrows :D

- What'll you do if 01 & 02 date ? (JIAYEE&YANPING)
That would be really funny. Why dont you ask jiayee or yanping?

- Would 04 & 11 be a good couple ? (BETHANY&NATASHA)
Hahaha. That'd be really funny, but the difference in their height is zwoooom.

- Do you think 11 attractive ? (NATASHA)
Yez definitely.

- What's 2 fav color ? (YANPING)
Black? i not really sure. D:

- When was th last time you talk t 09 ? (CASSANDRA)
Like face to face? June 16 :D

-Who's 13 going out with ? (SHERMAINE)
I have no idea. i am no stalker. HAHHAA.

- Which grade is 12 in ? (NATALIE)
Sectwo!

- Would you ever date 10 ? (ISABELLA)
No she's my twin :D

-Where does 05 live ? (TAN EN )
uh. Idk, im no stalkar :D

- What's th best thing of 03 ? (VIVIAN)
Her laughter, & everything about her (:

- What would you tell 10 now ? (ISABELLA)
LETS GO ZOO :D

- What's the best thing of 08 ? (JAIME)
She's a gooood listener & never fails to cheer me up when im down down down.

- Have you ever kiss 05 ? (TAN EN)
Ewzo no. I think she also wans to save it for someone else.

- What was the best memories you've with 7 ? (PRISCILIA)
Every memory except when we talk abt .....

- When is the last time you saw 06 ? (KIMBERLEY)
16 June 2009 (:

- How're 12 & 14 different ? (NATALIE&ZICHONG)
One is a girl & the other a guy

-Is 06 pretty ? (KIMBERLEY)
Yez. To me everyone's pretty :D

- How did you meet 05 ? (TAN EN)
SMSB SAXOPHONE SECTION! :D

- Is 01 your best friend ? (JIAYEE)
Uh my really really really Good friend (: My laughing partner (:

- Do you hate 12 ? (NATALIE)
Lolno.

- Have you seen 04 in the last month ? (BETHANY)
No. D:

- What was the last thing you said to 03 ? (VIVIAN)
Meet up soon:) through sms.

- Have you been t 05's house ? (TAN EN)
Nope.

- When'll be the next time you gonna see 10 ? (ISABELLA)
Tmr! Extra theory lesson!

-Are you close to 13 ? (SHERMAINE)
WELL. Sort of I guess.

- Have you gotten into trouble with 08 ? (JAIME)
No. We are good girls. :D

- Would you give 02 a hug ? (YANPING)
Uh yes if she wants one.

- When have you lied to 3? (VIVIAN)
I tricked her into doing sth. I forgot what!

- Is 01 good in socializing? (JIAYEE)
Yez totally!

- Do you know any secret about 9? (CASSANDRA)
NO! D:

- Describe the relationship between 12& 14 ? (NATALIE&ZICHONG)
They dont know each other manzx

-The best thing of your relationship with 09 (CASSANDRA)
Every single thing (:

- What's the worst thing of 06 (KIMBERLEY)
She argues with me about stupid things.

- Have you ever 've a crush on 12 ? (NATALIE)
hahahha i prefer being straight to being les.

- Does 14 have a stead?(ZICONG)
Im no stalkah. Idk :/

- Have you ever want to punch 01? (JIAYEE)
Uh no i guess HAHA.

- Has 02 meet your mother ? (YANPING)
Lolyes. Haha.

- How did you get t meet 03 ? (VIVIAN)
In yewteeprimaryschool class 5J, year 2007 (:

- Have you ever physically hurt 03? (VIVIAN)
Uhm when I laugh I'll hit her. Its like a natural reaction.

- Do you live close to 07 ? (PRISCILIA)
NO! She lives north i live west! :D

- What's 08 favourite food ? (JAIME)
idk? hahahahz

- What kind of car does 01 have ? (JIAYEE)
Fyi she's fourteen and doesn't have a license yet. But she has a leg tho :D

- If you give 14 100bucks , what'll she/he spent on ? (ZICONG)
Idk! You can ask him for yourself :D

ok, this quiz really ask stupid questions.

THE BESTSELLING NOVEL:D

2009-06-17T20:25:00.002+08:00

ok, this book is nice. :DDDD

but i just can read the book, i didnt catch the movie in 2007. DDDD:

if your have the DVD pls borrow it to me!!!

i wan to see real life people, i knw can go intenet check but

i still wan to watch it.hahaha.

anyways, thanks for all your concern towards my grandma,

she is better now. thanks. erm yup thats all.

bye.

GET WELL SOON!

2009-06-07T21:04:00.003+08:00

GET WELL SOONNN!!!!!

ok, i am using my mother;s iphone.
i am in the hospital.
WHY?
my poor grandmother is in A&E.
they suspect is kidney failure,
ohmygod. we reli dont knw wat to do.
my youngest uncle is arrested and
my grandmother is in the hospital.
i dont think i can cope.
sometimes, when i stay at the hospital
overnight, i can hear that my uncles and aunties.
are all crying.
sometimes i reali wan to cry with them,
but my tears just dont wan to fall at
this point of time.
i am feeling really depressed.
ok, not reli depressed but just too shocked.
i hope nothing will happen to my grandmother.
for once i reali treasured somebody in my life,
i love her too much to lose her.
pls, help her live for a few more years
without hurt and pain.
but just happiness.
i reali reali reali love her.
nothing can happen to her.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2009-06-06T02:35:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUA KAI TING!!!!!!!

haha, thanks for the 'wonderful' cake you choose for yourself. haha.

ok, its a nice birthday bash, that i went!!!

haha, i dont think i have so much fun for so long.

except the part where u keep hitting my breast.

haha, thanks. i LOVE you.

ok, your games might be a little childish but

its still fun. haha,

your hse is really NICE! haha.

except the place which i hate most.

haha, thanks for making my day on your birthday.

i will rmb today for the rest of my life.

be happy. haha. ok, once again.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! love you.

today got to knw when will skip school. haha.

so happy. its 10 july.

i having piano exam.

yay me.

its at 11. i need to be there 15 mins early.

so i will be skipping school that day.

i hope. if not i will be really sad.

haha, ok, this week is a tiring week.

one week threeee days band practice.

its too much. seriously, no joke.

i am too tired, somemore is 4 hours.

no wonder so many ppl skip band.

haha, i also wan but i dont think so.

i am just too nice, to not go.

no la, its just that i am too lousy,

haha. i dont knw how to play the freaking note and

the conductor keep looking at me.

BCOS, my instrument is supposed to be the loudest,

but in fact is softer than the flute.

i wonder if i can past my audition.

i really wan to get into main band.

so wont be paiseh to be going back to junior band.

haha, okay, very late alr. nights.

I MISS YOU!!

2009-05-31T16:44:00.003+08:00

I MISS YOU!!! D:

ohmygod! i dun knw how important u are to me. can u stop the cold war and talk to me? pls. i am like so lonely. i freaking hell miss u. seriously, reply my msg. aiya, i am too tired of these type of things alr la, its reali up to u to reply my msg anot. so ya. at least i have frends that will miss me. not like u ao heartless to me. i just dont knw wat to say anymore.

tag replysss!!!

grace: haha, its my choice so ya. i see so many ppl tag u so, it doesnt matter if i tag u anot.
nat: haha, the person alr so gross, u still add in.
beryl: thanks. but pls la, who will wan to flirt with me. haha.
nat: i knw la, haha, i knw u did better than me la.
jaime: haha, ya, that's ya i block and delete it. so disgusting rite?
haha, i knw its long. but i am nice so nvm.

RESULTS TIME

2009-05-29T20:38:00.006+08:00

Results timeee!

ok, my results suck like hell,

so no LAUGHING!

final warning, no LAUGHING!!

English: 58.0

Chinese:59.4

Maths: 73.0

Science: 72.4

Geography: 64.2

Literature: 54.2

Home econs: 62.4

Percentage: 63.4

Conduct: VERY GOOD. (dun be jealous)

Comments: Qi Yi is a conscientious and responsive student who has

a sense of humour. She is goal-directed and carries out

tasks assigned to her to the best of her abilities. She

is capable of getting better results next semester.

Whao, ok, my results suck so ya.

I admit i lost to you, seriously lost to u!!!!!!!

can u pls cool down?

as in i knw i have make u angry, but

there is no heed to be angry for such small matters,

i knw u will be reading it, but wat i wan to say is that,

i really miss u,

miss the time, u talk to me everything we can talk abt

the teacher. miss the time we laugh at the lame jokes,

crack by u,

wadever, i just MISS YOU..

can u pls come back for theory?

pls. u not here, very practice of the theory lesson,

is so boring and lifeless.

bcos, i no longer can laugh at the jokes made by others,

so ya, just come back.

change back the timing, pls.

ok, if u dont wan to change the timing, than,

at least msg me rite?

i really cannot take it, just talk to me,

no more COLD WAR!

i really miss u! D:

Horray!

2009-05-28T20:41:00.004+08:00

HORRAY!!!!!

hihi, ok, today was another boring day in school. Nothing to do. Have some stupid talk, on wat BULLYING!! D: So boring ok, aiyo. I am sooo tired. Oh, there is this guy that add me on msn and this is the conservation:

the guy: helloo

me: do i knw u?

the guy: no, but now u do, i am adrian.

me: but i dont wan to knw u... do u add the wrong person?

the guy: no, i randomly add one.nvm, how old are u?

me: are u crazy? who tell stranger wat is their age.

the guy: wat is wrong with telling the age?

me: if you think there is nothing wrong, than u tell me la.

the guy: i am 19.

me: haha, i am so much younger than u.

the guy: how young?

me: young enough.

the guy: fine. i guess u are a girl.

me: lol. u are a guy?

the guy: yup, a man who like to show his butt.

me: gross. i am going to block u.

the guy: what is so gross?

i nvr reply, bcos i block him alr. such a stupid man, he like to show his butt also dont need to tell me wat, i dont care, i dont even knw him. so stupid. i find him soooo gross. i feel like vomiting.

Tag replyssss..

GEORGIA: haha, u are so stupid, just find trouble for yourself onli. U not happy i say the things isit? u wan me to call u isit? dont be lame la.

NAT: hihi, nxt time i will bold it ok? yup.

fausty: hi, i will tag u as soon as possible, cya in school.

jiajia: pls la, this tag i help u tag one lor, and who will wan to delicate post to u except some ppl. haha. :D

jaime: haha, i knw i nice la. and sorry abt the mistake, i change alr la, so dont complain alr.

JAIME

2009-05-26T21:16:00.005+08:00

JAIME!!!!!

Jaime, this post is specially for you! I am nice frend thats why. Hey, just dont think sooo much, when u cry just think of ME!!! xD ok, erm i knw i am talking crap but. At least it make u laugh. I knw it's not abt the result. but it's abt the effort u made in, so i can see the potential in u, i think that u will excel in your subjects and will score the highest for end-of-year exams. DONT CRY ALR.

Life has to go on.

2009-05-24T21:19:00.000+08:00

LIFE HAS TOOOO GO ON.....

haha, yup. life have to go on. i also dont knw wat happen this few days. it's just so confusing. i also not sure that u will even like lie to me or wat, but i did not knw that i am 25% not trustable. so dont trust me nxt time. i am really damn confused. haha, but yea. i am not going to care. ok, this is quoted frm CASSANDRA:

" Dont care so much alr. I doubt she can do anything, Even if she tells the whole level, it's ok bcos, we have jia and grace quek. people like her will get her own punishment one, so we dont have to worry. Cheer up kay? no point worrying abt this thing. Thinking too much will cause brain damage(:"

She is sooooooo nice. haha. i love her soooo much man.haha. anyway, yup. haha, while i was posting this post, i talk to my primary sch frend... haha, he sooo funny. below is the conservation.

me: how's life?

him: good. U?

me: still the same wat do u expect in a girl school?

okay, skip some parts.

him: so have any relationships?

me: huh? u asking girl-girl or girl-boy?

him: girl-boy la.

me: oh, no.

haha, he is sooo funny. ok. forget to tell u that LIM HUI YIN is also my les partner. haha. yeah, its pure les. ewwww. hahaha.

Tag replyssss!!!!!!!

okay, its very pathetic, only have three. haha.

chelsea: haha, yup went to your blog to read alr. i knw u are a nice person so yup. glad that u throw it into the bin. :D

mary: i knw u like it la. anyway, ya. fine i am not always the one who drift away rite? u sometimes also have wat. :)

danial: HELLO!:D haha, the things we chat in msn was real funny. meet up soon. :)

cassandra: i not sure if u view my blog, but yeah why u never tag???

yup, i dont like u.

2009-05-23T16:33:00.002+08:00

I DONT LIKE YOU!

Yep, very emotional of me today, went for tuition and came back home wanting to say it out.

First;

I would like to clarify that YES, i do not like that girl.

I kinda wan to keep it a low profile but somehow.,the 'secret' is leaked out

so YES i do not like that girl. :D
It's my blog so i can write anything i like
and pls la, dont try to brian wash pple,
or even talk sense, who cares abt u?
I think i am going to hate her even more after today.

All the tears i shed that day, has nothing to do with this thing, is abt something more dissappointing, and who will understand? so just skip this part.

When i heard that i felt so betrayed. I didnt believe u actually did such a thing. Hate me for the time being but, just dont let out my secret, it might not be a secret to you, but it means a lot to me. Flashback of the sentence which was told to me, i couldn't hold back my tears, i trusted you sooo much. just think abt it and you will knw how i feel.

cassandra

2009-05-22T22:13:00.006+08:00

CASSANDRA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!( haha, not sure if u will see it but yeah.)

hihi, today a lot of things happen in school.
found out that cassandra is my GAY PARTNER! haha,
anyway, a lot of things HAPPEN!! i also not sure wat happen but yeah,
me and cassandra knw that something. and we went to ask Lynnette abt wat ....
talk to her abt. and yeah, a lot of things just like, blah blah blah.
all came out. making us damn confused. hahaha,
we also found out sth that i hope i have not found out which is that,
someone betray us to tell ... sth that she should not, but i think she is threaten by her.
anyway, in the end jiajia and grace got the whole picture while
me and cassandra still blur like sotong, so ya. hahaha, i dont wan to knw anyway,
bcos i cant imagine that she is this type of pple after knwing her for so long.
anyway, like wat cassandra say, thinking abt it will just cause brain damage!!!!!
haha.
P.S. CASSANDRA i miss you sooooo much.... hahaha. u should knw wat i talking abt. ;)

tag replyssss!!!

chelsea: hey, just to tell you that i was in the wrong too, i should not have walk out of the class without permission, but yeah, i ask the teacher in 2/5 so i think should be ok, yeah, its not your fault.

yanping: aiyo, pple will also change link wat, but at least i tell u rite? haha, meet up soon.

aubrey: haha, yeah i link u too. haha, i will bring peace to the class.

mary: will try to think abt all the 'crap' that u told me on the phone, and just to tell u, nxt time stop drifting away frm the island. if not scotch tape also cannot help.

jaime: haha, but if i change the font, everything will be gone, so just bear with it.

celeste: haha, is it a need to write my name sooo BIG?

sorry ah

2009-05-17T15:28:00.006+08:00

SORRY AH.

so sorry for asking ppl for their email but in the end, change it back. Why? all bcos of this girl NATALIE ong, she have no blog but she wants to see, so sorry. In the end, i still change it back to a blog that everyone can see. haha. natalie ong, dont be sad alr la. its ok abt your SCIENCE paper. (u knw wat i talking abt). haha. anyway, i think i have been quite emotional these few days. yesterday, mary called. than i started pouring out everything. haha, i am quite used to it now, pouring out everything to these woman. haha, it is also a good thing to tell someone, i scared i have internal injuries. ok, not funny, but seriously, its not that i cannot talk to her normally, it's just that i cant talk to her. sorry. i just cant talk to u now, i knw i can but everything takes time, so i will also need time to learn to talk to u. i wont try to make any amends now bcos i am sure it will not change anything now, so wat's the point. ok, mary will be real angry if i say that, which means i have not listen to wadever she say yesterday, but ya. i will need time to learn to talk to u, or maybe i wont talk to u FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the sad n happy moments

2009-05-15T20:19:00.007+08:00

THE SAD MOMENTS;(

wanted to confront LAUREL today, i dont knw u will knw but i dont care.
yup i am going to confront u, but i think that u are not worth of me to confront u,
it's just that i wanted to get things straight. i dont't care abt it now,
since you do not talk to me now, so what's the point. u can go ahead and tell
your sisters and make them roll their eyes at me, but i dont care.
as in seriously, i have no comments for wat happen to us, and
dont want to talk abt it anymore. i just have no feelings now.

THE HAPPY MOMENTS;)

i pangseh jaime and they all and went out with NAT ong and cassandra.
They very funny. ry, i knw u have difficulties walking as the
necklance is just tooo heavy. hahaha, even if i go to sentosa,
i also not very close to the ppl that are going so,
i will just like stand down there. anyway, we went to watch movie and
jiajia keep smsing lynnette to see why is she and wanting to meet her,
but in the end did not. i dont really care so ya. anyway, ya. u dont need to take
wat we say very seriously, it's really up to u to decide.

wedding

2009-05-13T14:06:00.004+08:00

WEDDING!!!!!!!!!!!!

i held my wedding on monday(dont be jealous). it is not very grand, and sorry to those ppl that i never invite, cannot invite, sorry!!!!!! haha, at least i invite jiajia(which go on a date), jovin(didnt recieve my invatation), haha, still have some ppl. guess who is the person??? MARY!!!!!!!!!! haha,, so cool rite? i knw u jealous, but ya, no point now. but i think going to divorce soon, simone likes mary, i think i will let them be together. i am a nice person. haha, i just told jovin that i am the nicest in the universe. it goes like these:

me: i am the nicest in the whole universe.
jovin: hahaha, in your own world only lah.
me: wth, u are very mean.

haha, so mean to me. ok, stop saying abt jovin. such a mean person. ok, let"s talk abt MARY!!! hahaha, she is the husband, she say i can decide if she is the wife or husband, to clarify, we are just playing, she dont want other ppl to think that she is not straight, so. yup. she is straight, i also! (: not like sombody..... haha, the name was mention b4. oh, not bad. onli ppl like me that is nice, than wont say out that person's name. hahaha, i very guai, i going to study lit now, bye.

back to normal

2009-05-09T11:27:00.003+08:00

back to NORMAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok, been thinking quite a lot these few days. ok, its not all your fault abt the trusting or not trusting thing. i knw that at some point i also betray u (i think) or wat but now at this moment, i have learnt to talk to u n resume how we used to be like, u sholuld noe that it will all take time, but i reali think u should give me a chance or give yourself a chance to let things go naturally. i think jiajia dont want to talk to u is partially my fault, bcos, i think i am relying to much on her, everytime i feel unhappy or wat, i will tell her. its like cos i trust her n she promise she wont tell anybody thats why. its not that i dont wan to trust u last few days or weeks, but its just that too much things is happening. if u r in my shoes, i tink you will say that too. but than, i still have no rights to control u. n if jiajia reali dont wan to talk to u, i will try to tell her n clear the misunderstangding between u n her. so that your wont feel so akward when your see each other. ok, i am the one who started it, so i shall be the one to clear the mess. as in seriously. i didnt mean to let jiajia hate u or wat, but ya. ok, just want to tell u that I 'm SORRY for wat i have done to make u feel left out.

I want the WHOLE thing to STOP

2009-05-01T13:50:00.008+08:00

I wan the WHOLE THING to STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!

hihi, i am damn confused now, i dont knw who is telling the truth and who is lying to me...Me and jiajia ok, maybe just me. We didnt even wan to play the damn freaking prank on u, i just wan to knw if u will reply the message or not. thats why, but who knws u take things damn seriously, i dun care now, if u see this post or watever crap, i just wan u to knw that, whenever we quarrel or what, i am always the one giving in to u, so stop it. I dont care if you wan to bitch abt me or not, but than i can onli say that i reali treasure the friendship before,and do u reali think that she is trust able, she is, but i will have my way to knw all the stuffs that u say. but i am reali disappointed in u. the truth is that nobody tell me anything that u tell others, is just that u just tend to say things very loudly and the whole world can hear what u are talking abt. anyway, i dont reali care now, but then its your choice, if u wan to continue to bitch abt me, its your choice anyway. all i can say now is that, if u reali cant trust me, than let it be. sometimes u are veri insensitive to others feelings, but u expect others to be sensitive to your feelings, for instance, whenever, we quarrel, i will always be the one giving in, if u dont reali realise. I am being veri positive abt this things but than u make me feel like i am left alone. ok, like what others keep telling me, u just treat me like tissue paper, when u need me, u take, but when u dont, u just throw it away. sometimes i reali wonder if u treat me as your frend. ii reali wan to be the qiyi when school just started. i can joke, laugh and play wit everybody, but now, i just keep on crying. for your information or if you dont reali get the story by now, this two weeks, i have been crying on the phone whenever i talk to jiajia or grace, i will cry and cry. Mary has been reali nice to me this few days, she ask me to forgive and forget abt the matter, and be friends again, she say that when we fight and we ok alr we will be best friends, but i reali not sure. i am very confused. and i can just feel that u are two faceing me, which i hate it, i knw it like rite frm the start but i just dont wan to say it out to spoil the friendship, but this few days i reali cant take it, i just cry and cry. i cry during, PE, during english lesson, during science, during PW, during chinese, even at home. i cry so much that my mother need to ask jiajia if she knws wat had happen to me, i am reali sad and anrgy. i reali need time to think if i reali can forgive u, or even forget the matter. the matter all started with the drink thing. i reali tried as hard as i could to act normally in font of u, all the letters that i recieve this few days is either to ask me not to cry or to stay strong. I reali dont wan them to talk to u to ask u if u say anything, but then i am writting this post is bcos, i reali cant take it anymore. ppl also say that i am a sleeping volcano, which might erupt anytime. BUT, my eruption is not abt anger or whatever, is all sadness. so from the start of this moment and I WILL NOT CRY AND STAY STRONG!!!!!!

when isit going to stop?

2009-02-05T12:00:00.001+08:00

When is it going to stop???????

Kay, maybe the previous post might offend ppl, so i decided to change some things. Nobody tell me anything, its just that if you keep telling others more things that i tell you before, i can gruantee you that, not onli the friendship will end, i might not even talk to you. seriously. you can tell the whole world abt me, bcos like i say, i am not going to care watever you are going to tell others. seriously. i have nothing to say. i am so damn disappointed in you,, i didnt expect you to be much a meanie. its not that i am bias or watver. but i have enough of this crap. more and more of my friends are veri sad bcos of me spoilling there mood. for instance, my tuition frend, she is like crying with me every week we meet. i am serious. i dont knw why u can be so happy and laughing away, when i am here crying and crying. but u dont even knw. i reli cant stand it anymore. seriously. i am sick and tired. kay, i am repeating everything i said yes, but seriously, this thing is bothering me too much. i just wish that i can go back to the old qiyi, the one that joke and happy-go-lucky girl. but seriously i cant. this is just too much. i seriously need time to think abt this friendship.............